Want it. Want it Badly
Apr 12, 2025Lately I’ve been using the lotus emoji constantly. This morning, I stopped and wondered: why is the lotus such a potent symbol?
It blooms from the mud. Not from clear water, not in pristine conditions — but from the thick, murky bottom. And when it blooms, it unfolds one petal at a time.
We, on the other hand, are born pure — babies naturally demand love with total trust.
Maybe you’ve heard the story of the little boy asking his baby sister to “tell me again about Heaven,” because he’s starting to forget.
We do forget. We really, really forget. We forget to the point of suffering. It’s the hero’s journey.
I’ve got clients doing sacred, personal work right now — deep mindset rewiring, devotion to self and Source. It’s challenging.
But when someone shows you that this can be different — and you lean in with willingness, everything begins to shift.
It starts with desire.
I see the petals unfold for my clients when they want so much more. Then surrender to the path of devotion. When they allow their hearts to open. It is a life 180. It’s full color, rich, abundant.
“I let myself want what I want. I let myself want it so bad I can taste it,” says Amanda Frances.
Her energy when she says it? It’s sexual. Trusting. Surrendered.
We get to want and have what we want.
Write down what you want. Everything.
Make a Pinterest board. Journal.
Revisit it. Daily.
The master teachers agree: visualization, willpower, and creativity are key. You have to commit to what you want and practice. After a decade coaching, the tenets I built my practice on are stronger than ever: create your own practice. Be devoted to it. Hire help that loves + challenges you. Build a care team.
You have to let yourself want what you want.
Want it so bad you can taste it. That is the work.
Put your hand on your heart. Reach your heart out to your fingers. Stay there.
When the world is dense, as it is right now, it’s on you to be a part of the solution. It’s on you to be disciplined, to be focused and to be creative. To try new things, refine who you talk to, take BIG risks and live loud and happy.
Resonance is the word of the quarter for me. And it requires looking harder, working harder, but also being happier. 5 years ago the world shook us up. I lived on social media, doing all the right things. I reacted, I resisted. This time around I see things very differently. A brave new time is at hand. And the sooner we tune into our personal signals and amplify them, the sooner it will amplify.
There are two ways to work with me. One is independently–brilliant support for high level creatives looking to cleanly scale. The other is a full service experience for people who need structure + systems.
The first step to either is booking a call with me.